And I feel bad about it because I have no reason to be. It is as if absorbing apathy and discouragement are not mine but those around me. But do not come from anyone in particular, is like the world I convey those feelings. Or the environment, or God knows. I suppose that in our times of crisis and frustration can be up to normal, but I do not like. It's like being stuck in a jar and do not get out. I've always been able to stand against negative energies, to my own emotional boycott.
But now I feel like I had reached my destination and there is nothing more for me. If I try to identify that feeling I think I know where he's coming. It's time to face the journalistic job market, with the race drawing to a close, and I have panic. Failing that, of not arriving, not to exercise. If you think, and I'm doing now I have to verbalize, that Panic joined this year left the score is what is crippling me.
I have heard many times that happens when you're close to getting a vital goal that you see farther than ever, you panic and run the risk of giving up when you play almost the fingertips. Anyway, I like it that way. Do not want to give more space to this feeling in my life. So I ask the advice of my dear audience, what will happen to me? "Cure, doctor? What can I do about it?
Happy Thursday!
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